HIMIG NG ANINO

THIS IS IN FILIPINO. I WROTE THIS IN 2001.

PANIBUGHONG DALA NG HANGING MAINIT
TINUYO MARUPOK NA APOY NG DAMDAMIN
PINAWI LIWANAG SA LAMPARA NG PAG-ASA
WINASAK PATI KANLUNGAN NG PAGKATAONG PATAL NA.

FUCK THIS

      
I DECIDED TO WRITE MY ENTRIES IN ENGLISH SO THAT SOME OF MY FRIENDS WHO ARE NOT FILIPINO CAN UNDERSTAND. BUT THIS MOTHERFUCKER MADE ME THINK TWICE. JOIN ME FRIENDS IN STONING THIS SON OF A BITCH.


HERE'S HIS ARTICLE PUBLISHED IN MANILA BULLETIN.

A REQUEST

FIVE HUNDRED FOURTEEN VIEWS IN FIFTEEN DAYS IS OVERWHELMING, CONSIDERING...

BUT THERE IS ONE THING I WOULD ASK OF YOU MY PAID READERS, PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT, SUGGESTION, VIOLENT REACTION. OR SIMPLY CLICK ONE OF THOSE LITTLE, TINY REACTION BOXES BELOW EACH ENTRY. WHETHER YOU DIDN'T LIKE IT OR YOU FREAKING LOVE IT, I DON'T GIVE A DAMN. JUST PLEASE MAKE YOUR PRESENCE FELT. JUST LIKE CASPER THE EVER F*****G FRIENDLY GHOST. DO THIS AND I WILL GIVE YOU A RAISE, UPON APPROVAL OF THE BOARD OF DIRECTORS OF COURSE.

 

A SLIGHT CHANGE

ANG MGA KWENTO, KURU-KURO NA LALABAS SA SUSUNOD NA MGA ARAW SA BLOG NA ITO AY ISUSULAT NA SA WIKANG INGLES. MAUUBUSAN MAN AKO NG DUGO DAHIL SA MARAGASANG PAGDALOY NITO MULA SA AKING ILONG AY KAKAYANIN KO. LIBRE NAMAN NG KUMPANYA KO ANG PAGAMOT.

SEPARATE WAYS

ANG TAGAL NA NATING MAGKAKILALA. TANDA KO PA NOONG UNA TAYONG MAGKITA.  NAGLALARO KA SA TAPAT NG AMING PAARALAN NOONG AKO AY KINDER PA. IKAW NOON AY DI PA PUMAPASOK SAPAGKAT KULANG KA PA NG DALAWANG LINGGO. PINAGMAMASDAN KITA HABANG TUMUTULO ANG UHOG MO SA PAGITAN NG IYONG MGA LABI. LUMAPIT AKO AT PINAHIRAN KO NG SUOT KONG PUTING UNIFORM ANG IYONG ILONG UPANG MAPAWI ANG MALAGKIT MONG SIPON. AT MULA NOON AY TAYO NA ANG MAGKASAMA.

 SABAY TAYONG BUMUO NG PANGARAP HABANG TINATAWID NATIN ANG MGA BAITANG SA MABABANG PAARALAN. USO PA NOON ANG LAB TEAM NINA MANILYN AT KEMPEE. KAPAG TAYO LANG ANG MAGKASAMA AY MASAYA TAYONG NAGKUKUNWARI NA TAYO AY SILA. ANIM NA TAON NATING BINUNO ANG MGA PAGSUBOK SA KLASE KASAMA NA ANG PAGBUBUNOT NG DAMO SA GILID NG PADER NG PRINSIPAL. NGUNIT KINAYA NATIN ANG LAHAT SAPAGKAT TAYO AY MAGKASAMA.

BATTLEFIELD

 

THE DARKNESS COMES
PICK YOUR SELF UP, FOR THE LIGHT
THE SHADES CREEP
REACH UP YOUR HANDS FOR DEAR LIFE
OPEN YOUR EYES, WHY NOT
ANGER PLANTED IN THE HEART.

HIRAM NA SANDALI

SABI NILA FIRST IMPRESSION LASTS.

ILANG TAO NA BA ANG DUMATING SA BUHAY MO NA SA UNANG KITA PA LANG AY GUSTO MO NA SYA? MARAMI NA DIBA?
UNANG TINGIN PA LANG, NASABI MO NA SA SARILI MO NA MAGKAKASUNDO KAYO. ILANG PANGUNGUSAP PA LANG AT LAGAY NA ANG LOOB MO. MINSAN AMOY PA LANG NG COLOGNE AY TRIP MO NA KAGAD. O KAYA NAMAN, DAHIL SA SUOT NA DAMIT, FEELING MO MAGIGING BESTFRIENDS NA KAYO FOR LIFE. O DI NAMAN KAYA AY SA TATAK NG GAMIT NA DALA, NA-IMAGINE MO NA KAGAD NA KAYO ANG ITINADHANA.
MARAMI NA NGA SILA DIBA?


ILANG TAO NA RIN BA ANG DUMATING SA BUHAY MO NA SA UNANG PAGKAKATAON PA LANG AY AYAW MO NA SA KANYA? MARAMI NA RIN SILA.



UNANG TINGIN PA LANG NAKUMBINSE KA NA KAGAD NA DI KAYO MAGKAKASUNDO.

SAME DAMN THING

                                   IT IS A MIST CREEPING ON THE GROUND

                      CLUTCHING TO HOLD YOUR DEAR SOUL

                                 FEEDING IN DARKNESS BENEATH YOUR HEART

                        GROWING IN HASTE FOR DESTRUCTION.

THANK YOU

AFTER 10 HOURS, 43 MINUTES AND 11 SECONDS, PINATAWAD NA AKO NI MS. C. THANK YOU FOR NOT HATING ME FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. KUNG NAGKATAON AY HABANG BUHAY MO RING PAGSISIHAN NA NAWALA AKO SA BUHAY MO.

 

SORRY

LAST NIGHT I MADE A MISTAKE OF MAKING YOU CRY. I'VE SAID SOMETHING THAT HURT YOU. FOR THAT MS. C I AM TRULY SORRY. I DIDN'T MEAN TO HURT YOU. IT WAS STUPID. I WAS STUPID. WILL YOU FORGIVE ME? PLEASE.

THE GAME OF LOVE in tagalog LUKSONG TINIK

 Why do we always desire what we cannot have?

Sa larong kung tawagin ay pag-ibig, maraming tao ay ang tanging hangad ay makakita ng someone out there over the rainbow na makakasama for the rest of their lives and live happily ever after. Nag-iimagine, habang nagtatanim ng palay sa kabukiran

na one day ay masaya silang maghahabulan sa ilalim ng liwanag ng buwan habang nakikipagtaguan sa mga lamok. 

SOME GOOD THINGS NEVER LAST

PART TWO OF  DOES TRUE LOVE ONLY HAPPEN ONCE?

DAYS PASSED BY AND DAYS BECAME WEEKS AND WEEKS BECAME MONTHS AND I WAS HAPPY. AT LAST I KNEW WHAT LOVE IS. 

LOVE WAS WHEN I WOKE UP IN THE MORNING AND HAS A SMILE IN MY LIPS. IT WAS WHEN I WENT TO SCHOOL AND CAN’T WAIT FOR CLASS TO FINISH SO I CAN SEE YOU AGAIN OR HEAR YOUR VOICE OVER THE PHONE. IT’S WHEN I INTENTIONALLY SKIPPED A MEAL SO THAT I WOULDN’T BE LYING WHEN I TELL YOU I HAVEN’T HAD FOOD YET SO YOU COULD PLEAD FOR ME TO EAT. IT’S WHEN I WAS HAPPY JUST HOLDING THE TELEPHONE IN MY EARS, EACH OF US SAYING NOTHING FOR HOURS. JUST KNOWING THAT YOU’RE THERE ON THE OTHER END OF THE LINE MADE ME FEEL CONTENTED. IT WAS WHEN I WAS TOTALLY HAPPY WHEN YOU DROPPED BY AT MY HOUSE AFTER WORK, FEELING GUILTY AT THE SAME TIME THAT YOU WERE TIRED AND STILL SEE ME.

DOES TRUE LOVE ONLY HAPPEN ONCE?

WHEN I WAS YOUNGER I HAD SOME IDEAS OF WHAT LOVE IS. MOST OF THEM LEARNED FROM BOOKS AND MOVIES. I THOUGHT IT’S MOSTLY KISSING, WALKING HAND IN HAND AT THE PARK. I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE GREAT TO FEEL PEOPLE LOOKING AT BOTH OF YOU. HOW GREAT IT WOULD BE TO FEEL PEOPLE GETTING ENVIOUS FOR HAVING SOMEONE HOLDING HANDS WITH YOU. HOW PEOPLE WOULD TALK ABOUT HOW GREAT WE LOOKED TOGETHER. BUT THEN I REALY NEVER UNDERSTOOD HOW FEELING IN-LOVE FEELS LIKE. IT WAS JUST ALL AN IDEA. AND I LOVED THAT IDEA. IT MADE ME FEEL GOOD.

TINIMBANG KA NGUNIT KULANG

BAKIT KA BA NARITO? BAKIT KA BA PATULOY NA HUMIHINGA? BAKIT KA PA NAGIGISING SA UMAGA? ANO NGA BA HALAGA MO? IKAW, WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?

LAHAT TAYO AY PATULOY NA TUMATAHAK SA LANDAS NG BUHAY. PATULOY NA NAKIKIBAKA. KARAMIHAN SA ATIN AY NAKALINYA NA ANG ARAW ARAW NA TAKBO. MARAMI RIN NAMAN SA ATIN ANG MINSAN AY LUMILIHIS ANG LANDAS NG PAROROONAN. WE ALL USUALY JUST MIND OUR OWN BUSINESS, DOING WHAT WE WANT TO DO. BAHALA NA KUNG SAAN TAYO DALHIN NG MGA DESISIYON NATIN SA BUHAY.

MABILIS ANG IKOT NG MUNDO. I AGREE WITH YOU NA KAILANGAN NATING SUMABAY. SINO NGA BA ANG GUSTONG MAPAG-IWANAN? AKO, AYOKO! KAYA NAKA-FOCUS TAYO SA MGA SARI-SARILI NATING RACE TRACK.

SEX FOR BREAKFAST

Is there anything better than to wake up in the morning and have sex for breakfast?

Oo, I had sex for breakfast. Parang ganito lang sa picture.

But before I tell you the gory details, simulan natin sa simula:

Last Thursday I went to the city. Oo tama ka na naman. I went to the city kasi nasa gitna ng disyerto ang bahay ampunan ko. Malayo nga ako sa kabihasnan kaya wag ka ng manlait, aminado ako. I have to travel 1 and a half hour. Walang traffic yun ha. Para lang from Balintawak to Laguna. Malapit lang, kung naka Qatar Airways ka.

Anyway, let’s get back on track. Para lang tong foreplay before the main event.